Brazilian

hurts like hell
but you're smooth as a baby.

breezy
and easy
makes me wanna spread my legs
um
that easy?

hypersensitized

oh.
things that are bugging me today.

common

it's probably the wrong timing
or the wrong person
sooner or later
I'll figure it out
(the sooner the better)
no use forcing it to fit
again
no use reading way too much
of it
when it's lukewarm
your interest
exists
because mine does
ask me a personal question
but you can't be bothered
we're too busy
discussing you
me and my obsession
for people
me and my curiousities
me and my feelings
that always bubble to the surface
I was never one to be good at games
or holding out
letting myself roam free
always ends me in trouble
I should hold my own reins
maybe you're the wrong person for me

now back to me

my general mode is
I don't care about people
people care about me.

and when I start to care
about someone
the scale tips over

and I am all thumbs
clingyness
and awkward, fumbling
I like you
I don't know how to show it
without
feeling like
someone, one upped me

I don't do lukewarm
halfway
I am burning forest
all consuming
singlemindedness
all ostrich eggs in your hands.

can you handle this