I tell you this

School of Life

Got home to an all black envelope, matte & really chic looking, stuck on my door!

Excited that it read PRIORITY ROYAL MAIL, class! Haha

Even moar excited to feel something not-flat inside!

Viola!

the all-black pencil is reeeeally nice ;)

Got me all excited about Grad School all over again!
Wonder when enrollment opens.
Hmmmm

You Put on Your Armour, You Put Up Defenses

Ganito Yun

Before I was just in oblivious denial
Then I got busy and distracted
Then I realized I was excluded
But I was busy and distracted
AND happy
New thing, new life
so much excitement!
You were old news
You were tired
You were weighing me down
So it was fine
I wasn't missing out on anything

Then my exciting, new busy things
started to feel like a real life
(exciting, new and busy!)

And I would remember
my old life
Then I remembered you!

Then I started to feel sad
I started to feel like something was missing
Guess I missed you

but you know me
I'm rubbery,
I bounce back quick
I don't get down
for long
and I accept things
don't want to force things
will never
force myself on someone

so here I am a bit sad
cos you're missing
and here I am too
in my exciting, busy new life

and I see you now

and I have no more space for you

and I'm kinda sad and guilty
that this is how it turned out

but I'm kinda angry too
who left who

I think you did

so I'd play the blame game
and I'm pinning this on you

You chose to exclude me
now I'm saying,
I accept it

I'm cool without you