oh.

isn't it so annoying and cliche
that on the day i threw out
the once beautiful, blooming and colorful bouquet
you gave me
now brown and wilted and dehydrated and sad
we called it quits.

I didn't want to

like what my sign says about me
I am fiercely loyal

on that day that I decided
I want to ride it out with you
I wasn't making idle promises

like how you once put how you felt about me
I was tied to you

you are many things I was looking for
and many things surprising
that I wanted and needed

until now I am not mad
nor disagreeing
about the things you said about me
and all my flaws

and isn't so awesome and degrading
to hear you fears
and shortcomings
you think of day in day out
come from the mouth
of someone you are in love with

like I so. Want. Need.
to work it out with you
cos you can see through the bullshit

but I need
a little more faith

and I can feel that I have drained out
all that you have left for me